in my head


	In My Head Why be normal? What is normal? Is this normal? Feelings....emotions...rage....normality? Stepping outside yourself....stepping beside yourself. Going under....struggling for breath....for life........for what??? Don't know where your are going, where you've been, where you are supposed to be??? Why? What? Why? What? Now? I feel it trying to pull me apart, wanting both sides. Barely enough strenghth to hold on, but for what? For who? For me? For you? No! Why, why should I bother to, but I'm too strong to think it any other way. Permanent fuck either way, I suppose. Oh well, life goes on doesn't it. Isn't that what they say. One big fucking circle.... Want it......work it.....fuck it up..... Life isn't supposed to be easy...well fuck it..... I'd settle for almost, kind of, sort of, easy. Not even easy, but workable; that would do. I just want to throw up! Sanity, insanity, whatever!!! AHHHHHH!!!!! The end!! Copyright©2000MissThang/Arcadia Designs- All Rights Reserved